Sunday, May 27, 2012

My Dirt Nips My Heels

The Dirt nips my
heels.

I thought it a joke
how do you remember it?
we pretend to have forgotten,
I only remember
slivers.

The embarrassment curls me up
ready
steady
vagina delivery...

The dirt nips my uncalloused heels
fetus shotgun
kablamoo
learning how to feel.

Forensic science
is shot outta a cannon
a hundred years today

taking lives everyday
it took one today

I guess the dirt nipping at my heels
that I'm so afraid of
is not as embarrassing
as swearing to your god
that you only speak the truth.

Truth is defined
in youth.
Revised with length
of tooth.

Wait till you die
I hope there's a hole
in the loop.

5/3/12

Sunday, March 25, 2012

How poetic is that?

Another sweltering Sunday
a nice day to have a little drink
a nicer day to stop and have a little think.

A bloody Mary
staring Dirty Harry
He's using his big old gun
to mix the Tabasco
with a little splash
of life force
of course.

It's hard for me to do this
treating writing like
Popeye did Brutus

Bringing about change
for a dollar or two
maybe three
would be more secure
financially...

My feelings are hurting
even though their portrayed as
tougher than leather
heavier than a feather
unpredictable like the weather

Perched on my shoulder
just evicted from the ocean
by a tsunami
that bastard landlord Neptune
no slumlord, has he no sense of decency
sending this little fish
to fen for itself up here
on foreign soil.

Poor little fish
friend of mine
sent to me via tidal wave
of salt
seaweed
and a dash
of medical waste.

The fish tells me of the drug problem
under the placid waters
It's arrogant to think
that we are the only ones
with drug problems
fish need an escape
just like the best of us

Sorry to confuse anyone
but something has just come to my attention
the reason why graffiti isn't painted over
in say south central Los Angeles
is not because they believe
that more will be put up
but the more graffiti there is
the lower the property value drops.
then the land can be bought up
real cheap

What I'm trying to say
is to some ghettos are just
prime real estate
the new rules of the nation
gentrification

How poetic is that?
1996

Monday, January 23, 2012

90's Radio

It's only because I don't fit in
I haven't
I won't
I will
and
I will not...

I erased
I died
i've shot
and stole
for my rubberband soul

I've milked
I've macked
for a fat chronic sack
to the curb jack
get off my back
the king of slack
my heart full of black............................................................................................space......


My
SIST
A
MIST
A
Full force fist...

Since the Oblivion
I haven't learned much...
that pause
the cause
for my mind still a blank
no one to thank....

My life a blast
not even a full time task...
like that
HOLE
said

"I am beyond fate"

1995






Saturday, January 21, 2012

Hitchiking Ego's

It's me the road map maverick
your political boundaries
don't impress me
they suppress me

Confounded
seeking
convalescence

...inside an inward
                                                 spiral....

Your topography
portrays a clouded idea
a coupled and binded
blind hysteria

You can only see faceless forms...
                                                       and your filling out forms...
plus claims
and now your claiming the forms
you forged...

I consume daily
my reasons are
intrinsic
I will lose one day...



Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Excuses

I broke it...
I wasted a talent
before I could flaunt it...
Although lucrative
currency slips through
chapped hands.

Am I working
hard enough
am I truly
tuff enough

My weakness is my excuse
an excuse for everything
I even believe
my lovely lies
I even believe

This day
a wish curls up to die...

The easy way
pays off now
instant
static faction
hard work
dynamic reactions
change the most constant...

Gnawed nails
wind force gale
nervous
kneeling
in reserved pues
peeling
unfeeling...

You are welcome
please have a seat
partake in this high life
described by a low life
they stick labels on everything
its easier to describe

So persistently
I'll sit and wait
aggressively passive...
6/13/2003


Monday, December 19, 2011

Constant state of repair

Although all the evidence
stands as fact
to the jurors
on the jury

" Yes indeed I have ten fingers
followed only by ten toes that were bequeathed to me
by some dieing sailor that had no use for his digits"


Lying there
frying there
dieing there
on his death bunk
or makeshift cot.

" Yes, yes the facts are true, in fact as true
as the day is long ( about 12 hours in the right season)
but I am not just another fully appendage baby
laying in some Jewish hospital
or blessed Mary mother of bog
place for the healing of the sick
and the sinned, and the stained..."

I must not be of this world
I pound into my head over and over
like a record skipping
or a little flower girl
in a little flower dress
skipping home
from a Sunday school
where she was intentionally conditioned
to say " I believe"
by a crusted
god fearing mouth
"amen"

"I'm from mars, I'm from the moon"

I'm in a constant state of repair
but I can't find the right part
for my radio flyer I've conditioned for space travel
I must of hit my head upon entering your atmosphere
because I don't recollect much

I just remember
a bunch of government screws
standing around me
pointing and poking me
with clicking and whirling boxes

" This is straight outta E fucking T"

But I had no Elliot
no savior
all I have now is peculiar behavior
and them with no remorse
they hear my voice
straight from the mouth of the horse

"Another nail in your coffin
at the opening of every new golf course
I'll take it upon myself
to prune it at the source"

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Does everyone have it this good?

Unwavering
Indecision
cool climate controlled
comfort zone

" doesn't everyone have it this good?"

The television
dulls me
sucks away my
formidable years

Alarm clock
breaks my spine

Howling

Early morning revelry
feels more like
Taps...

Every new day
is the start
of the end

The mirror
breaks my face...

1997